Friday night to myself!

Even though its friday night & most 27yr old would be getting ready for a fancy date, dressing up for the bar/club or a little kick back in a basement of someone’s casa with boujie beer pong tables and water all over the soaked towels/ table ,,, Lmao! I am listening to YouTube videos/music with my little brother having a few beers, 420 seshie, and this actually feels so good! It makes me feel like myself again that I do have enjoyment in my life still just buried and going to take some time becoming my full self again. But I know I’m gonna be okay and be the best mama, person I’ll be 🙂

Postpartum depression/anxiety

I’m a new mom dealing with this sick icky feeling that it has taken over mylife. It got to the point to where I didnt want to get out of bed, my sons whines and cries would annoy, frustrate, break me down, I started to feel not wanting to care for him, or at least I felt that I wasnt good enough to care for him. Everyday is a struggle, it’s hard to do simple tasks like, do laundry, make dinner, and take a shower. I was losing myself, I wasnt caring for myself so how could I ever take care of my son? I had the one support system I needed MOST in my life which is my sons father, he doesn’t support me. He doesnt understand. He told me I’m not mentally stable, I’m a half ass mom, when in reality HE is the reason I hit this depression. He said to me and I will never forget and I quote.. “you’re using this postpartum depression for everything, that’s your own personal problem” like how fu*ked up is that?!

New mom? Tired? Feel alone? We’re in this together

I’m new to this kind of thing, I am here to talk about being a new mom, and the ups and downs it comes with. How your life has changed completely, and to tell you mamas know, you’re not alone! So follow me on & take this journey ahead of us new mothers. Here to support, give advice, be there for each other & no momma shaming! Follow me into my life as a new mother & how it has changed completely
Xoxo

Staying Organized

Who me? Organized? My husband might tell you otherwise, but I do find it hard to keep track of our weekly schedule. You know: school, swimming, grocery shopping, tidying up, paying bills, remembering appointments and so on. Fortunately, in our house we all pitch in. No one person does everything. But we do have a little secret that helps our day run more smoothly.

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